Morning ladiees,
Hope everyones good, i'm hoping to do a bit of sunbathing later but not sure if mr sun is going to stay out!
I'm going to blab for a bit as there are some things i wanna get off my chest, but no one has to bother to read this part lol.
So basically i'm meant to be starting a new job on the 4th of august, well thats when the training starts for it, but when i had my medical for it a few weeks ago she said she couldn't sign me off as "fit" because i have a fast heartbeat, now since i was 12 i've always had some sort of problem with my heart whether it be palpatations or just having a really fast heartbeat, although i never felt ill with it or anything, but anyway so she had to refer me to a cardiologist of who i had to see privately (grrr) purely because of the time limit for the job, as going on the nhs may take months!
But i think thats why i've been snacking although it shouldnt be an excuse, but im so stressed about it, plus we're moving house middle of august so got all that stress of my mum forcing me to start clearing my stuff out. anyway i should here this week what the cardiologist thought of my tests, i had to have an ECG, Echo, Treadmill test, and 24 hour ecg, so that should give him a good idea if there is anything wrong, but i feel sick...my whole future career basically rests on this letter. anyway enough of this rant lol sorry guys
anyway im going to be 100% today!
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