Jessica Rabbit72
Gold Member
SUNday 17th May 2009 DAY 100 of SSing 
Goal 9st 7lbs
107 days till goal date (30th AUG 2009)
WEIGHT = 11st 9.0 CHANGE = +0.6lbs :cry:
WEIGHT to GOAL = 34lbs
MOOD = OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well Ive made it Ive done my 100 days I cant believe it I keep saying to myself 100 days................
Lighterlife always promise that you will lose 3 stone in 100 days and Ive lost 3st 3lbs!!!!!!!!!!
Was having a good look at my ultimate goals last night as something Lexie said last night hit a cord about needing some down time and it reminded me of how I was last time on the diet. Towards the end I was feeling like the freak on the diet who never ate and just wanting to feel normal.
Im even more conscious of it now as the children are older and we went out for tea last night and I didn’t have chicken salad as they were are all draped in dressing so I ended up ordering a burger and left all the carbs – kids had the buns and HB had the chips. Probably not the best option but at least it was high protein – hence the 0.6 weight gain this morning, but would have got that anyway if I had eaten chicken as I always do if I eat something. Fingers crossed it will come off in the morning for my WI.
It was nice eating with them but didn’t feel normal and those feelings like last time are returning. Amelia said Mummy are you full once I had put my knife and fork down and I said yes and this time she Oh and dropped the subject rather than like last time where she made a big thing of it. Which was good in one way but I don’t know what else she was thinking. I get days like this where I panic like hell that she is going to end up like me always yo yo dieting or anorexic. William will be fine hes like a little whippet but she’s not. Shes not fat but puts weight on easily.
Im just so conscious now that my relationship with food and this diet is going to have an effect on them because it has been so long, rather than doing it a for a few weeks to lose a stone.
So I looked at all my charts (cos Im such a saddo plotting all my weightloss etc and planning what my weight will be on certain dates) and I have decided that I will SS for 3 weeks after getting back from holiday which should get me in healthy weight range and then spend 1 week on every step which should then get me to goal and then will have 2 weeks of normality before the bank holiday and Williams birthday when we will have a big garden party and I will be NORMAL!!!!!!!
Sorry for the blabbering on. Am going to have a 100% day today to make up for yesterday. Got to strip all the beds and get the washing on and tackle the ironing generated from yesterday – oh joy but will be on and off today to keep me on track.
xxx
Goal 9st 7lbs 107 days till goal date (30th AUG 2009)
WEIGHT = 11st 9.0 CHANGE = +0.6lbs :cry:
WEIGHT to GOAL = 34lbs
MOOD = OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well Ive made it Ive done my 100 days I cant believe it I keep saying to myself 100 days................
Lighterlife always promise that you will lose 3 stone in 100 days and Ive lost 3st 3lbs!!!!!!!!!!
Was having a good look at my ultimate goals last night as something Lexie said last night hit a cord about needing some down time and it reminded me of how I was last time on the diet. Towards the end I was feeling like the freak on the diet who never ate and just wanting to feel normal.
Im even more conscious of it now as the children are older and we went out for tea last night and I didn’t have chicken salad as they were are all draped in dressing so I ended up ordering a burger and left all the carbs – kids had the buns and HB had the chips. Probably not the best option but at least it was high protein – hence the 0.6 weight gain this morning, but would have got that anyway if I had eaten chicken as I always do if I eat something. Fingers crossed it will come off in the morning for my WI.
It was nice eating with them but didn’t feel normal and those feelings like last time are returning. Amelia said Mummy are you full once I had put my knife and fork down and I said yes and this time she Oh and dropped the subject rather than like last time where she made a big thing of it. Which was good in one way but I don’t know what else she was thinking. I get days like this where I panic like hell that she is going to end up like me always yo yo dieting or anorexic. William will be fine hes like a little whippet but she’s not. Shes not fat but puts weight on easily.
Im just so conscious now that my relationship with food and this diet is going to have an effect on them because it has been so long, rather than doing it a for a few weeks to lose a stone.
So I looked at all my charts (cos Im such a saddo plotting all my weightloss etc and planning what my weight will be on certain dates) and I have decided that I will SS for 3 weeks after getting back from holiday which should get me in healthy weight range and then spend 1 week on every step which should then get me to goal and then will have 2 weeks of normality before the bank holiday and Williams birthday when we will have a big garden party and I will be NORMAL!!!!!!!
Sorry for the blabbering on. Am going to have a 100% day today to make up for yesterday. Got to strip all the beds and get the washing on and tackle the ironing generated from yesterday – oh joy but will be on and off today to keep me on track.
xxx
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