mama kash diary

[Mamakash]

Well today bit hard . Not hunger just lightheaded also how much of our socialising as a family revolves around food or going to a bar . Stupidly gave in to a small glass of red wine didn't finish it and didn't enjoy it. It was harder to avoid than the food . Mad at me . Anyway tired and off to sleep .... Day 5 tomorrow ..,, zzzz

 

[Mamakash]

Blimey really struggling today . Not hunger at all just feel weak and lightheaded and got another headache and my stomach is making the most bizarre noises loool ..,, managed to get some ketostix so will trot off for (another) pee and see if it lights up the sticks !!

 

[Mamakash]

No change on ketostix ...eh????!!! Grrrrrr

 

[Mamakash]

Well a good 100% day and fel
Pretty pleased with myself if tired. Bought some ketostix and also ordered the shred DVD and tracy ??? DVD all in 12£ . Can't wait for stitches to come out and to start slowly to exercise again.

Well all have a good night and tomorrow is OMG day 6 ??!!!

 

[Mamakash]

Day six

Positive check

Sneaky weigh in check

Stitches out today check

First day back in office check

Sun shining check

Hope everyone has a great day ! X

 

[Mamakash]

Well been a wobbly day and some tears and frustration. Went to office for meeting . Felt very tired indeed , probably a combo of diet and post op ( yeah I know but my life has been on hold for over 6 months due to NHS mess up)

Had half a bar then went to docs to have stitches out... 34 of them all under my breasts so cried. Wound still not healed grrr so very upset till I reminded myself that it had 6 months of infection due to infected foreign body and it's not going to heal overnight .

Walked home had a red bush tea and mushroom soup and other half bar. Then got call from police reburglary last week and cos he said my complaint had got wrongly categorised I commented duty officer was a bit dim about the new system (she was ! She said so !) he then spent ten mins screaming at me down the phone for insulting police staff . (remember they made the mistake not me)

Wow hard day and only a soup or shake to look forward to . In normal circumstances would have been a large glass of red .......,

Hey ho weigh in tomorrow . This year had to get better ....,soon x

 

[Mamakash]

Well start of day 7 and weighed myself and so far 7.7 pounds lost . Think inner to shift WI to tomorrow so it's after 7 complete days but very happy .

Busy day ahead . Got to go to work for a fee hours then will come home to work in the afternoon . Police coming round re burglary in the afternoon.

Managed. To cancel my social life for a few weeks using stitches as an excuse . Don't want to tempt fate until I get below 12 stone and hopefully will be there before august.

Have a good day y'all xx

 

[Mamakash]

Wow can't believe I am tucked up in bed and day 7 nearly over ! Resisted all temptation and was 100% !
Really struggled today to eat so 1/2 pack down.... I had extra half yesterday after stitch pain so let's call it quits !!!

Wound still sore but healing after agonising stitch removal so I hope much better each day. Can't wait for my belly overhang to shrink away . Feel
A bit slimmer .., and my face has def lost weight ... Is that a cheekbone ?!!

tomorrow is day 8 ... Hope to achieve another 100%

Hey 1/6 of the way i hope to
Losing 3 stone ... Going to WI first thing.

Goodnight all ! X

 

[itisuptome]

Goodnight, looking forward to your weigh in tomorrow.

 

[beachbodplz]

good luck mamakash

 

[Mamakash]

Morning all well WI this morning shows a 7 pound loss so happy !

Woke up feeling loads better than the past few days and it is day 8 ... Can't believe it ! Even my wound is feeling better AND the sun is shining .

Hope you all have a great day ! X

 

[itisuptome]

Congratulations and enjoy the day.

 

[Mamakash]

Thank you all ! well The Shred DVD and Tracy Anderson mat dvd both arrived. Need to put em on and get off the couch lol....

one shake down and glugged over a litre of h2o and coke zero so far. Feel a lot more energised today.... maybe the ketosis has properly kicked in ? might go pee on these stix. Need to measure myself as well................

Feel a bit bloated though.... cant belive I got this fat ... not quite sure how it happened cos I dont even eat that much !!

 

[Mamakash]

ok measurements:

bust 40"
waist 37 "
hips 44 "
Right Leg 22 1/2"
Left Leg 22 1/2 "

SIGH.......................................!!

 

[Mamakash]

Well day 9 and so far apart from sneaky small glass of red wine and a mouthful of grilled chicken Last week have TS all the way and it has been tough.

Went to bed with a banging headache last night and woke up absolutely drenched in the muddle of the night ... Wringing wet as me Gran would say .... WTF ???
Anyone else had the same experience . Needless to say feel absolutely crap this morning ..., least I can work from home today so can get up slowly . The wound also not looking to great . Don't think it's infected (saw nurse yesterday) but it certainly didn't like the sweating . Hey ho . Onwards and upwards ( I mean downwards !!!)
sneaky peak at scales after wrapping off drenched pj s =
Hoe you all have a good day x

 

[Mamakash]

Weird just peed on a ketostix again and finally on day 8 it's pink !!! Nearly binned em thinking they were a

 

[hannata]

*hugs*

sounds like you've had a tough while of it lately... hope things are on the up for you and keep up the good work xx

 

[Mamakash]

Thank you hannata . Yeah not been a great year but determined to end it healthy and slim ( and yeah emphasis on healthy ) xx

 

[Mamakash]

Wow nearly at end of day nine and been a hard day as seem to have an infection . Have had to go back on antibiotics (yeuk) which make me vomit . Managed to stay TS so proud of myself . Things WILL get better x

 

[ilikepencils]

Always helps to have a positive attitude =) well done on finishing day 9! I've got antibiotics for my throat infection, but I hate taking them!