Hello all - I'm back!!!
Well, have to admit that I haven't read through all the posts (There's LOADS!!) but will try and have a look later. Got back a few days ago, but my little girl has been proper poorly with a horrible sickness bug so have been up to my eyes in looking after her, clearing up after her (yuk!) and trying to keep up to date with all the washing it's created and also the holiday washing - oh they joys!
Anyway, I have to confess that for all my good intentions I haven't stuck to my diet - sorry. Am back now and am going to spend the next couple of days being good and getting my head in the right place to continue as want to lose as much as poss before Crimble and then get finished in the New Year - I am SO going to get this diet sorted once and for all. I 'm not seeing my CD lady this week and possibly not next as to be honest I've got loads of shakes left that I haven't used and it's quite a long journey over to see her. So have decided that for this week and next I shall weigh myself and go back and see her the week after. Hope that makes sense.
Soooo, what I'd like to ask is under the circumstances, is it still okay if I stay in the team? I totally understand if you want me to go and get someone who is on CD totally now with CD weigh ins. I will however, be weighing myself this week and next, and in a couple of days time plan to be back on SS (albeit 4 a day instead of 3). So what do you say guys? Can I grovle badly and ask to stay pleeeassseee???!!! I have to confess to really needing you lot and find the whole team thing so makes such a big difference. Let me know...
Also, thought I'd let you know that I have booked in to see the hyno lady my sister saw. Am going next Tues. Quite expensive but am hoping it will help get my head a bit more sorted over the whole food thing - this last week or two has really made me realise that I'm either on a megga strict diet with food and all is fine, or I'm eating but totally out of control! I just want to be normal one day and be able to take or leave food and be like ordinary people. Sounds very sad and desperate I know, but tis true.
Must go now and check on my dd, she's currently watching Cinderella and feeling very sorry for herself.
Be back later, be good everyone and is good to be back (and am hoping you'll let me stay!)