welcome ladies! fantastic pledges there. Its nice to have mini goals that you can activly be aware that your doing, as you have to wait for a result with weight loss goals, so i find giving myself somthing else productive to do sets my mind on somthing else in the meantime. A week can seem a long time when you want it so bad hey?
Im currently fufilling my pledge, again for the 3rd time (i wi wed, so i did wed night for thurs, thurs night for fri, and now sunday night for mondays work)
iv got my first ever batchelors pasta quiche in the oven, alongside my roast, that were having very late as eating has been all over the place today time wise.
Im also very proud of myself, i had breaky, at like half 8, waited for Oh to get his ass in gear, and it was getting on for 2 whilst we were still out and as i had roast ready to cook at home, hadnt taken anything with me.. i was ****ing starving. had to get milk and bread from one stop (still 40 mins from home) and i was starting to get tummy pains were i was so hungry, i could feel myself getting worked up, frustrated and upset- i hate being hungry. OH sent me in shop alone, and then said ' will u get some chocolate to share for tonight?' no i said, im being good remember.
.. i had intended on getting a fruit bag, so i could munch and stave off hunger pangs till we got home. No fruit. not even just normal apples and stuff. I started to panic, torn between the chilled aisle and the chocolates.. panic.. back and forth.. back and forth..i could feel myself getting hot, because i knew my mind was urging me to just grab it all.. but i didnt want too!
walked out with what i thought a fair comprimise.
a packet of ham, .. and a whispa duo.. which i DID share, so only had half.. not both bits.
then, i got home, had some syn free chilli with my HEA (as it was already cooked) and pushed roast back to later eve.
i havnt checked the syns of the duo whispa, and i know itd be around 10ish maybe, but i could have binged.. and i didnt.. and i havnt let it lead me into 'iv ruined it now so might aswell carry on' mode.Im making progress, dont you think? i hope so.