Day 121 (i think) - Tuesday 8th August (i know... lol)
So guys it was a bank holiday weekend here and it really seemed like a very long weekend in a good ish way, altho would have preferred a bit more me time but i'm off on holidays for a week on sunday so can't complain too much!!!
Ok gonna make a couple of long stories really short... FTM (fake tan man) stopped drinking on Friday night at 9 o'clock and hasn't drank since. he went to an AA meeting last night and was quite positive about the whole thing. i am 100% certain that i will never ever go through that with him again (the dt's) and he knows it. so he could be filling me up with a whole load of **** but not my problem. i'm very detached from him and i know i said that before but i've NEVER EVER said before i wasn't gonna be there for him and i'm saying that now, if he drinks he is basically on his own. i can really see a change in him and in the way he is with me, which is all good.
so left his house on sunday at about 2:30 and my friend and her 5 yr old and 3 yr old arrived at my house at 7pm to stay with me for 2 nights ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... i love my friend but her 2 kids are brats.... so spent the last 4 nights sleeping on either FTM's sofa or my own sofa... not sure which is more comfortable lol lol anyway friend is moving on today thank god!!! isobel.. i even ended up in a soft play thingy yesterday, was thinking of ya while i was running around after kids... thought you said you read the papers and stuff there????????????? what did i do wrong lol lol
food wise I HAVE BEEN A DISASTER.................. well not really that bad but i have eaten and not that healthily when i did eat, but it wasn't a constant eating and i know that my mind has changed towards food and eating and stuff. I KNOW WHERE THE STOP BUTTON IS... and i never knew where that was before. i'm ss'ing now until friday or saturday when i'm gonna just AAM getting ready for hols!!
have my weigh in tonight, tried my hardest to change it till tomorrow in the hope that the glycogen thingys would be gone down but alas no can do.... will just have to face the music instead.... at least i have 5 days ss'ing before holidays!!! can't believe the couple of weeks before holidays i start messing around with this, what is the story with that??????
after this weigh in i won't have a proper weigh in till around the 15th September cos my current CDC is moving and won't be doing it anymore and i have got a new CDC who is on hols till mid september..... so i'm gonna be on my own with all my packs for 4 weeks mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm wonder how that will go??? i'm gonna weigh myself once a week, actually just as i think about that i think i had decided to join WW for a weigh in weekly thingy so might still do that. fully intend on joining WW close to the end anyway cos i want to be a gold member and not have to pay (cheap skate that i am).. anyway gonna need all you guys BIG TIME for the next month but i am determined to get straight back on it and hopefully be finished by end september or mid october!!
so thats all my news... hope everyone else is doing good
lots of love
Gen xx
So guys it was a bank holiday weekend here and it really seemed like a very long weekend in a good ish way, altho would have preferred a bit more me time but i'm off on holidays for a week on sunday so can't complain too much!!!
Ok gonna make a couple of long stories really short... FTM (fake tan man) stopped drinking on Friday night at 9 o'clock and hasn't drank since. he went to an AA meeting last night and was quite positive about the whole thing. i am 100% certain that i will never ever go through that with him again (the dt's) and he knows it. so he could be filling me up with a whole load of **** but not my problem. i'm very detached from him and i know i said that before but i've NEVER EVER said before i wasn't gonna be there for him and i'm saying that now, if he drinks he is basically on his own. i can really see a change in him and in the way he is with me, which is all good.
so left his house on sunday at about 2:30 and my friend and her 5 yr old and 3 yr old arrived at my house at 7pm to stay with me for 2 nights ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... i love my friend but her 2 kids are brats.... so spent the last 4 nights sleeping on either FTM's sofa or my own sofa... not sure which is more comfortable lol lol anyway friend is moving on today thank god!!! isobel.. i even ended up in a soft play thingy yesterday, was thinking of ya while i was running around after kids... thought you said you read the papers and stuff there????????????? what did i do wrong lol lol
food wise I HAVE BEEN A DISASTER.................. well not really that bad but i have eaten and not that healthily when i did eat, but it wasn't a constant eating and i know that my mind has changed towards food and eating and stuff. I KNOW WHERE THE STOP BUTTON IS... and i never knew where that was before. i'm ss'ing now until friday or saturday when i'm gonna just AAM getting ready for hols!!
have my weigh in tonight, tried my hardest to change it till tomorrow in the hope that the glycogen thingys would be gone down but alas no can do.... will just have to face the music instead.... at least i have 5 days ss'ing before holidays!!! can't believe the couple of weeks before holidays i start messing around with this, what is the story with that??????
after this weigh in i won't have a proper weigh in till around the 15th September cos my current CDC is moving and won't be doing it anymore and i have got a new CDC who is on hols till mid september..... so i'm gonna be on my own with all my packs for 4 weeks mmmmmmmmmmmmmmm wonder how that will go??? i'm gonna weigh myself once a week, actually just as i think about that i think i had decided to join WW for a weigh in weekly thingy so might still do that. fully intend on joining WW close to the end anyway cos i want to be a gold member and not have to pay (cheap skate that i am).. anyway gonna need all you guys BIG TIME for the next month but i am determined to get straight back on it and hopefully be finished by end september or mid october!!
so thats all my news... hope everyone else is doing good
lots of love
Gen xx
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