Know exactly what you mean Lacey - I look at Lucy and think how could anyone want to take and hurt such innocence......

even now sitting here and just about to get into a nice comfortable bed I'm thinking where is she and how is she feeling.......:cry:
As time is going on I have this feeling of dread that they won't find her - alive or dead.....

and then what happens? How can they leave Portugal (although I've read they have said they wont) without her but then they have careers and family here too.... it's too unbearable to even think about......
OK I'm going cos I can feel myself choking up - again.....:cry:
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