Cooer that wedding is not far away - I bet you are really excited now, perhaps that is why your reaching for food now. I have been very excited about a major event in my life over the last week or so and in feeling "edgy" (good edgy) I have had to muster a lot of extra will power not to go off the rails because I use food as a comforter when I am sad, happy, tired, excited, low and any other possible emotion you can think of. Does this ring any bells with you perhaps?