Hmm baby hasn't come out on anything like her due date!
But hopefully we will see her this week.
Am going for an induction in the morning. Have to be there by 8 am. Have been talking to my friend who had an induction. It was her 2nd baby but she went from zero dilation to being in the delivery suite by 10.30 am!
However, I am also currently following a lady on babyandbump being induced and I think she is on her 3rd day!!! (it's taken her a little time for dilation and any contractions to start).
I am currently sitting in the nursery, with the little side light on, so in semi darkness. It's nice and calm in here and it means I don't have to look at my hospital bag and baby's bag, which I have to go through again before we leave tomorrow. I am going to have to reorganise them with the knowledge I could be in a few days, when it hadn't really occurred to me before.
My sister lives locally to me but had to go to London and is hotfooting it back down the map as we speak. It's been lovely actually, cos I have been feeling really blue and she has obviously put the message out, that she is out of the county and I need a shoulder to cry on, because people we are both friends with have obviously been prepped to give me some support. I have had a series of supportive phone calls today.
It is nice to feel loved.
However, one of my friends doesn't agree with inductions and thinks nature should just take it's course, I spoke today on the phone to her, she sounded like she was sucking a lemon. She still didn't understand when I said the chance of still birth goes up rapidly after 42 weeks. If I wasn't absolutely certain that they had got the dating scan wrong and if baby wasn't already so big I would have waited. But I am simply not willing to risk waiting.
What do I feel about the induction? now I actually feel relieved that I will be getting some help to get her out. I am hoping that a few drugs in the right place will kick start the whole process and my body can do what it is meant to do.
I am aware the labour maybe more intense because of the drugs. I am not scared as yet about that as I have never had a proper contraction (and therefore do not know what to expect). I am hoping I don't go through a long painful labour just to have to have a c-section, but I am at the point that I am willing to do anything to increase the chance that my baby will be alright.
Whatever happens it is dawning on me that I will shortly be going through a transition of roles. Soon I will no longer be pregnant.
Anyway, will sign off now. Am feeling ready for the next part to start, whatever that may be.