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hi my gosh im bad at keeping up on here at the moment, so i went up to 16'9 after i had come back from holiday, i stuck to s&s religiously but having shakes in the day and a meal at night, so far this week i am down 6lbs so happy with that, i am going to keep dong this til the 8th of may then i...

right lets try again, i am going to start s&s on tuesday after my birthday weekend and really give it a shot, i have had my holiday i didnt even mind being the weight i am now i am just so vain i want to wear sexier clothing so thats my motivation. had my shots taken for FYEO, i was even...

fab loss shivie, love your diary so positive x

have had a bit of a down week, not like me at all, i havent been sticking to s&s 100% at all, i havent gone mental but have been having a shake for brekkie with good intentions, then i go and eat a lunch and egg salad for tea, i havent gained but also havent lost anymore. my mind is constantly...

Good luck for Sunday

She's doing so much better sickness is easing to.only once a day now which is better. I have had a great day kids finished school at 12, hubbie came home at 2 he didn't get out in the end , we cant even drive in the village, I just love it a whole weekend no one visiting no going out, daughters...

just reading through, shivie you are motoring along so well i need some of your vibes. also amazing how we all differ at different weights , at 16 stone i am a 16 bottom `18 top, at 12 stone i am a size 12, i know i am abit taller , (would love to be shorter and petite) my shoes are a size 8...

omg been awol , been a hectic week , i havent been on here or s&s, i havent had a gain been too stressful my niece went missing last tues and she was found this weds, not going to go in to it but was a worrying time. so i havent really eaten alot but i also just grabbed what i could when i...

Was up nice and early thismorning tidied back garden now sat having a coffee, sons well excited snow is expected tonight, f they are right. Am having lunch at Inlaw i just wont have any roasties gravy or dessert, then i can have a shake later if i get peckish. so need a whole lot of willpower...

been a long long cold day, kids party this morning, watched hubbies friend play footie, idiot that i am and now in, wrapped up warm and fricking starrrving marvin, having chicken with coleslaw i havent eaten all day and need something, i will be kicking myself later.

oh shivie its a tale that only people who watch eastenders would believe, i am glad its definitely a step in the right direction all i ever dreamed of. daughter is so excited she has got in a taxi tonight to go and visist, i was invited too earlier but need to let it all sink in first, i wish...

Haha how did you guess stef, I knew my head wasn't right yesterday I cheated myself and ate some kebab, I am back on form today I dont know what on earth with me yesterday I want to do this I have a goal and the best incentive but once I gad the banana it was like well you have failed you might...

the cleaning bug has got you, how fab with all of this energy. am going to reasearch these chromium supplements i think, have a fab evening shivie .

and yes it was my head not my belly , it just wanted to gorge on anything!!!

haha, i had to go for a walk, do you know shivie if only i had some housework to do, we have just had the house renovated and got all new , including cooker, its immaculate lol, who would have ever thought it. i did give in but had a banana, off plan but not as bad as it could have been...

am wanting to eat , my heads starving!!! i just want to eat...

Must say it was the best, Ben and jerrys are very naughty, so is hubby for buying it.

Yes it is a bit It odd, daughter is just glad to have it back, well so am I she has over £400 in iTunes on there plus the cost the cost of the touch, it will teach her to look after it better. I didn't get a chance to do yesterdays foods I had: Bar Shake Spagheti with chicken and veg. Spoon of...

Hmm very strange I rang to say I would be in to get it and mysteriously before I could even get to the station a policelady was knocking my door with it saying it was in her car, oh well at least daughter has itback but its disabled as the code has been tried too many times, now I need to try...

Well scales have moved only 5lbs but not going to get in a stress I know why as on sat I ate as I wasn't well. So maybe next week might be a better week its got to be I am signed up to go and have my pics taken at fyeo at beginning of march its a massive incentive even bigger than my holiday...

me too lorraine, i have a horrible pattern i lose the weight after christmas go away in april then seem to not care and gain it back i have done the same for the last 3 years, i need to learn how to maintain, i know what to do its just doing it, and like you i had got rid of all of my big...

i love it!! we watched 2 last night, then daughter came in so gave in as she wanted to chatter before we went up to bed, she has picked a pram which i said i would get for her, i think it must be gold plated the blinking amount it costs lol. had a mental headache last night like a tight band...

try again delicious,

God this auto correct I meant it was relish not relish am just getting son to bed so we can get the telly on and get into the third episode of 24, thats it for me :)

Just had 3rd pack I didn't even wait for hubby to get in it was relish So today I gave had Hazelnut shake Shake cant remember? Macaroni cheese, lamb slice Bar In all a good day :)

The last time I saw lost was when I was in labour it started to get to weird , will watch that homeland its had great reviews hasn't it, 24 is so compulsive for me as being in real time my god you dont get to see what's going to happen and being a nosey bum like me I need to watch them all, I'm...

I will remember them thanks, corpse breath , could cut glass with mine lol, chewies at the moment just in case I have to talk to someone.

Shivie it is amazing , less cals more energy I dont get it but I like it. I am hooked already we have been wondering for ages wether or not to get Netflix but it is definitely worthwhile now we can catch up on anything thats been missed. Hope you are having a good day x

am feeling loads better, had my coffee without any adverse reaction. i have had a huge burst of energy so have sorted out all of the wardrobes in my bedroom, a massive feat i have been promising myself i would do for ages, now its time for my first shake of the day, i'm not actually hungry but...

Haha wouldn't it!!! Had a bad night woke around 3am sick , my tummy still feels like a washing machine and have woken to the dreaded bleeding, Part from that everythings great. I got son up and ready for school then just thought I would look on the schools homepage it turns out he has an...

Had a better day, today i have had: Coke zero Chicken & beg Slice of ham & salad Bite of bar. No shakes but have still been good.

Blimey hubbies trying to make me eat chicken , I was you g to put for breakfast but its midday, weirdly not hungry??? I will have something at mother in laws about 1ish , im just having a coke zero then we can go, I still feel a bit weird and achey like im going to get a cold- flu.

Sandwhich where did that come from lol

It was horrendous stef, I went to my I laws where I had scrambled egg which was fine, at about 3pm I started to get all dizzy so hubby bought me home. We had a party to go to last night and on the way there I didn't feel right but didn't say anything or eat anything, whilst there I felt like I...

Am sat in Waitrose car park waiting for bubby to get his and sons haircut, on the way out my neighbour came out with home made rice pudding and a whole slab of almond slice,I mean I could sit and scoff this in one sitting so have put in a bag and taking to I laws for everyone to eat today, its...

No sign of the fish...

Well I dont know what's going on but we have all only just woken up!!! did have a late night but still 10.15 love it. I told hubbie about the fish he wasn't even surprised he thinks I've lost it, angling to go and look in a minute in the the rabbit hutch poor thing if it is in there lol. Have...

Haha knowing me I have taken it out to the rabbit!!! I will look in the morning, still cant find the fish its driving me mad not knowing??? I ended up having spagheti and a glass of coke zero.

Omg I hope not I was thinking a cat but I live in the country so it could have been a fox but the thought of onecoming in terrifies me, I'm still hoping to find it but the house is absolutely spotless so something has been in :(

Like all of them ;) Well something weird happened, the haddock I was having for my tea vanished??? I got it out of the fridge put it on the side to cook when I went to cook it it had gone? I looked in every cupboard the fridge it was nowhere, I thought maybe I had had a moment and just put it...

thanks stef. right thats me on here for today so today i have had: caramel shake (hot) hazelnut shake (hot) truffle bar spagheti, piece of haddock in all a good day .

yes hopefully something will get worked out or it will get better, does anyone know how to change the title of my diary , the school reunion has come and gone ages ago, hmmm need title ideas too??? right time for my 2nd shake

wow i have been working my way slowly through your diary, what a rollercoaster, it has taken me a while, i just want to say well done on getting to where you are now, its been amazing. congratulations on wowing at the interview and i hope you get some pics of you in your dress i am dying to see...

haha omg will have to change that emma, yes it is stef, all the time i have had arthritis i have never had it then bam it got me, i cant even learn to drive now as i cant turn my head, so annoying and painful, turning over in bed is a mission i have to sort of sit up first then turn make sure...

lol just spotted i had put my current weight as 59 stone

oh she really is , i am so lucky to have her next door, believe me i have had some nightmare neighbours in the past.

oh i know, she's just put some pics up on another site, he is so grown up now. i want to go back to aerobics but since sep i have been suffering with arthritis in my neck, its the first time its bothered me there ands all of there hurts all of the time, my rheumie said i have to learn to live...

did well last night at neighbours luckily she didnt put anything out she knows i am doing this so we just drank coffee, we are going to start walking twice a week too, so thats brill. i did have a sneaky mouthful of lamb when i came in but i am sure it wouldnt have ruined anything it just smelt...

am going to do my foods now as going to my neighbours later , its going to be a toughie as she always puts on a fab buffet she works for a high end deli and the stuff she brings home is delish, and avoiding the wine gosh wish i could cancel but dont want to let here down, i have roast lamb...

i'm such a knob deleted my ticker by accident and cant remember all of the palaver to get another oh well!!!

hi am good, thanks had a nightmare with son he's had a wobbly tooth for days it was so loose it was hanging then this morning he came down with it, but was vomiting as he doesnt like the sight of blood, so different to my girls, now he's laid on the sofa saying he cant move, naked under a...

Aw how I had missed it ;) Thanks stef I really need to do this x

thankyou, so today i have had: hazelnut shake (hot) vanilla caramel shake (hot) truffle bar spagheti , so far so good, :-)

Hi right today is the day i have been counting the days down to after christmas trying to get all of the goodies scoffed and out of the way, i still have a few stray choccies but am in such a good state of mind to stick to this i am sure friends wont mind me filling their bags with them. my god...

Am going to try and be back on from today, my eating has been all over, my neighbour did stop me yesterday and ask what inhad been doing as she reckoned I had list weight, I dont feel any different? Actually started aerobics last night my first time in 17 years it wasn't too hard so am looking...

gosh emily thats scary stuff, so many mentalists out there, its awful isnt it, the police did go around there and warn him off, but thats all they could do. i hope he listens as i know if he approaches her again hubby wont be so placid, and it would probably him getting into trouble, usually the...

thats it pauline, i just keep thinking what would the police and i be doing now if she had met him this fri and gone to his house like he asked her to, and she hadnt told me, i'm sure it wasnt to drink tea and eat cake, but like you say we now know and she is more than safe. managed a brie and...

its absolutley scandelous!!! i just neede to vent as its not the sort of thing i can tell everyone, as daughter actually feels weirdly guilty and is very uspet about this , although the police and school have been great, its the law of the land thats gone to the dogs no wonder so many awful...

blinking blimey!!! have had the most mental week from hell my 12 yr old had a man wait for her after school he gave her a letter declaring his love and alot of other things , but get this, the police cant arrest him as its not against the law to delcare your love to someone, although is is...

if you mean by trouble an envelope full of a4 laminated photos and love letters begging her to come back to stay in touch daily and never forget she will be the one he marries and has kids with then yes, he is shot away totally, but she seems ok just hope he doesnt wear her down, i caught him...

wow how great is that, you must be feeling great x

well done pauline , i'm like your little wobble every day its a struggle but as long as the tapemeasure isnt going up for me i find that a bonus, its not about a timescale now just less inches over the rest of my life. i need to research these supplements now havent seen them before. have a...

doing good fizzy, where are you going away?

fizzy, i picked up one top in roberto cavalli, it was gorgeous i said to hubby i would like this anyways... in the half price sale it was a blinking £270 it soon went back on the rail, it was only chiffon and would have rolled up into the palm of my hand it must have been woven by fairies on a...

i have had the best weekend ever!!! the reunion was a fabulous night, had a few voddies felt good and didnt feel like the whale in the room , i didnt feel self concious at all , a massive deal for me, gosh it was so lovely to see everyone , it was like we had all just seen each other yesterday...

I did well, got some beautiful tops, tonight is the school reunion I cannot wait its been 24 years since I have seen most of everyone going eek!!! hubbies taking us to Bicester now they have an outlet village so may get something there to wear tonight, I am starving .

er no!!! i have come to a wall , i really want to do it my i have lost any motivation, i'm hoping its just a bad day, to top it all i'm going clothes shopping today for my winter wardrobe i just know its going to be a disaster!!! see how i am this afternoon when i get back... will i be deflated...

hmm she's not, her hubbie has said a few months ago he was suffering from depression so he moved out and they both have been going to relate and mediation, she got a flat for him and furnished it, anyways she popped in to see him and he has moved a woman in there!!! apparently they have been...

We didn't happen !!! I was supposed to meet my friend but omg a catastrophic thing has happened so going was the last thing.on her mind, all I can say is if I see her husband he will be getting a slap round the face,

hubby is fine nearly back to normal he's just been left with an awful cough but at least he can function . had another school play this morning so only grabbed a coffee in the village beforehand, now i'm not hungry and i'm thinking i should be eating something before i get weighed, this is why i...

Todays the day ww at 1 pm, am wondering what on earth I am doing now but I need an extra push. Hope everyone has a good day :)

chicken was good!!! i only had the breast and some veg, hubby actually ate some dinner and has gone into work today. back to normal at last. i have just been poodleing around put another 2 dolls up for sale and am going to get my outfit ready for sat, eek the school reunion, i may have to buy a...

Whoa been a very long day, hubby didn't go to work but was feeling well enough to come downstairs, even though he's obviously not, I was trying to get my usual Monday morning routine of the housework after the weekend, I always do everything on a Monday, it was a bit difficult whilst he's dying...

He's still not well at all stef, being sick with it as well today???/ Exactly thats a bit much for a cake considering it will be gone in one evening,

Everything thing???lol

Chorizo is a spicy sausage, usually on delis or French markets they are great to add to pasta pizza a d meat dishes, and they keep forever. found why no water pressure we had a leak in the lounge luckily not too bad as we have wooden flooring in there, so that's all sorted. Stef google...

Aw thanks faith, so do I, I'm not cut out to be a nurse lol, I have been looking after him. That lady on the choccy programme looks like she has the mist amazing skin a very good advert for chocolate :). Just had to call a plumber I have no water pressure and no hot water so according to them I...

Aw thanks stef, Its on watch channel no 109 on sky 8am.on Sundays. Anothe day at home so just going to.potter about, sons hobbling around on my crutches pretending he's got a broken leg lol .

It was Miami then the Las Vegas one,am watching choccywoccydoodah now I want to go to Brighton next year just to go to this shop, hubby still not good, my next door neighbour is going to lasvegas today and he was supposed to be driving them to the airport, good job they can make other plans...

No he's no better I think its proper flu not just. A cold he cant move or eat, so trying to dose him up on Lemsip and fluids, I have never ever seen him like this. I will be watching CSI later i did give myself a frikkung giant heart attack i had put together for Halloween an outfit complete...

He did bless him he's been in bed all day, then asked me to.phone for an Indian which I, then he dont want it when he gets here???? I dont like madras so had tandori chicken, on best behaviour. :) I also signed up to start WW on weds, I need some help big style its in the village hall and run by...

Hey stef I am ok, had a busy day yesterday, sold 2 dolls so happy with that my friend got the letter to say she's in for the London marathon so we all had a little get together last night to celebrate I tried to do healthy snacks on the table , cucumber humous, peppers apricots, nuts that sort...

Have had a great day, hubbys only just got in, going to chill and watch tv, all ready for my being good again tomorrow.

right lets try again, i have just been to sons harvest festival, his classes last one there his head reminds us, so am welling up over that pretending its the cold i'm getting, i'm such a booer he is growing way to fast, but it does fly it seems yesterday my eldest was leaving to start school...

have felt good all day, but have been having a major brain fart!!! i want to lose inches, i need to lose inches, i know how to and yet i have been picking like a damn village idiot!!!! so annoyed with myself, says she whos just scoffed 3 shortbread biscuits, on top of dinner!!!! (gluten free of...

Has been a bit, am feeling ok today so fingers crossed, just had to ring Drs as son got sore throat again, I dont usually take him for just that but because he gets it so often they want to see him everytime so they can put in to get his tonsils out. Got nothing planned today but some housework...

So.much for my first day on shakes, and being gluten free for 2 weeks, daughter no 2 popped in to see me at lunchtime and wouldn't take no for an answer that she was doing lunch as I need it, so we both had a lush seeded bread tuna mayo and spring onion sandwhich, to be honest it was the nicest...

feeling fine today, but hubby woke up and was ill so that explains it must be a bug, have just had my first shake of the day, and a peach, i am not going to go in to ketosis as i will be having fruit too, but it should still see some lbs drop off. wrapping up some parcels i sold on ebay...

it was nice had a big roast dinner, then after dessert i started vomiting and just couldnt stop, we had to stay there until i thought it was ok to get in the car and get home, luckily we only live about 15 minutes away, i have been in bed since, i dont know if i have a bug, if its something to...

Had some wine last night that went down a treat, I met 2 girlfriends and went clubbing, was so nice I haven't been out in so long, alcohol also numbs pain, woke up feeling ok, am now off to I laws for a lush roast dinner, will be nice as daughter no 2 will be joining us today.

I'm not but I am so relieved its notmy kidneys faith, will just wait and see what my dr says next week. am at my I laws at the moment, have had a fig for breakfast, am cutting all gluton out now see if this improves my pain.

Me " darling will you just feel my stomach where it hurts I'm sure its swollen" Hubbie "ok, actually you won't like this but its the flattest and slimmest its been in months" Me :)

Thanks jo, I'm hoping no news is good news as haven't heard anything since yesterday afternoon . Am just going to carry on as normal pain permitting now I know its not my kidneys, so on to a shake diet for a fortnight from tomorrow, it will give my bowel a break too. I will stay here as I will...

Had scan , am so confused, it shows my kidneys are ok, they said I have scar tissue and lesions on my bowel in the area its painful!!! So crohns has reared its ugly head again I have been so.lucky since may, so its back to the Drs next week as I cant go on with this pain :( Have only had a...

Its a juice in a tin or large carton made of vegetables, I love it ice cold, its very filling and alsogood if you are a bit bunged up lol. Had ribs for tea tonight, daughter made an appearance which was nice I hadn't seen her since ladt Friday, my friend who owns a salon has just given her a...

yes i forgot you have been having trouble too, do you have pain in your kidney area stef? its absolutley agony even walking slowly it hurts like a painful stitch. i will let you know how i get on, i just want to get it over and done with now, it must seem i am always moaning on here lol, if...

am going to give this a try, when back to eating properly again, it seems to be doing the trick, well done and thanks for the inspiration x

thanks ladies, not good, i have just been on fruit shakes and soup at the moment, hanna i'm not on the mtx my the nurse said to stop it as soon as i was having these symptons again. (not a bad thing) dieting or up and dd are not my priority at the moment, have a scan in the morning so will be...

aw thanks faith, still not good i'm afraid, now whats this about a date faith??? spill the beans xxx

did wel all day, just had fruit, then hubby came in and said lets go out for a meal, we actually sat in a restaurant didnt see anything we wanted on the menu and went and got a chicken kebab, what are we like, mind you it was scrummy. it is absolutley freezing i jusrt got the washing in, time to...

aw good glad you like it, i made myself one too.

Woke feeling sick so just a coffee, I wil try some fruit when it passes, having the plumbing done in the house so builders are everywhere again, you cant scoff when they are in that could be a good diet just have builders in everyday. Hope you all having a good day.

Not good still I'm afraid, been a lazy day just eating fruit as the builders are in, my home looks like a dusty builders yard. Am.having a soup for tea, hope everyone is ok today.

It is faith, I mean can you imagine that!!! had a good day went to I laws for dinner, no more talk of the said book , thank goodness. Hope everyone having a good day, I still have the pain, :( we are busy today as not only the kitchen is packed away but I have had to move most of everything...

You did notice I meant goks dresses, lol they are great aren't they. Its beautiful here too, I'm Still in pain really hacking me off although not feeling ill now so am hoping I'm on the mend now. I have just had to clear some of the kitchen as am having the builders in Monday to knock a wall...

Hehe I did, it was lush I am now fit to pop. Just going to watch tv and chill with family, we had to cancel going out with friends for dinner tonight as I've been poorly good job too as we always get the bubbly when with them. Shame really.

Todays down day has just gone for a burton!!! My neighbours business is importing delicacies and selling to cafes and other delis, from time to time she will bring round things for me to give my verdict on, the pie was delicious :) is all I have to say, and all I had had up until then was my...

I am most definitely an apple faith, check out good dresses they are amazing.

no its not for a while thank goodness, they were phoning about a letter daughter should have taken in by today, i just said it will be in on monday, i cant believe her it has been on the side all week already signed. aw they are expensive arent they, they either do or dont , my girls had all...

yes, i have gained about 4 stone, i have read it is possible to lose weight on them, its the moonface i hate the most, did you have a weight gain on them?, and do you know what actually causes it? i do feel hungrier on them but i am hoping it could be something thats all in my mind. sorry to be...

omg i am such a prize knob!!! the phone rang and i didnt get there in time, so i rang the number back, when the lady answered she said its my daughters school, me like an idiot started talking to her like she had phoned me, so i'm going whats the problem then, she was saying er you phoned me...

her collections is amazing isnt it faith, but yes there will be copys everywhere soon wont there, good job too as hers is way above my budget. agreed tights are a good move its a hate of mine seeing bare legs that just dont look good. gok has a lush black dress with draping over the tummy area...

wow, thats great a grand, i dont really get a chance to sell mine as soon as i stop wearing mine or get bored, my daughters are in there like a shot, trouble is i then have to buy another 2 of something to even things out lol, i did get a bargain the other day well hubby did, we bought a 2nd...

haha, i had just bought that dress, i really didnt think it would suit me i was pushed into it by daughter, we went to the park and i just bunged it on over my clothes , i'm not looking too happy daughter wanted to take a pic, but was pleasantly surprised, i cant wait to wear it out, well over...

i could have salad as well as the macaroni cheese couldnt i. thats good, no i didnt see it, i will have a look. i will have a gift in the post for you it should be there tuesday as i not been able to get to the post office this week, hope you like it, seeing as your also turquoise lover like...

no i dont feel good, but, luckily i can just laze on sofa, i have been trying for the last hour to get hold of my rheumie nurse for blood results , with no joy, its a dd today so will be having my shake at 11 am i think, have just had a builder in threy are taking out the boiler on monday so...

thanks ladies, thats what i think too fizzy, but they think there is something causing the problem i keep getting, and lupies are more prone to kidney problems so it just something to get used to i guess. has been a lazy day just me and son laying on the sofa watching movies , he had eye...

am home, been given stronger antibiotics, i dont have a bladder infection its just in my kidneys and even though i been drinking loads i was dehydrated??? dont ask how, the pain is immense so on horse tranqualisers for now, lets see what the weekend brings. hubby has gone into one about me...

will do x

i have no idea, but its getting to the stage i cant breathe in properly now???

not good just waiting for hubby so can go back, glad you feeling better now xxx

stef , i love blue, every room in my house has a hint of blue in it, i absolutley love turquoise, hubby may put his foot down now hehe, i am going white in the wetroom with aqua coloured towels and accessories, the kitchen will be oak with granite, cream walls and pale blue accessories, i am...

hi , not great still got the pain, thankyou ladies, its a down day so just had a shake, lovely milk caramel which i like hot. the kitchen man has just left , will be so nice to have it redone at last, and turning the bathroom into a wetroom, just have to look at colours now.

aw faith not too great, but know it can only get better from here, thankyou x

yes i know , have pmd elsewhere.

was nice ,

will just see how i go later, hopefully all be ok once the antibiotics start working. x having 1/4 of dr oetker pizza for dinner cant even remember the last time i had pizza, its not one of my faves.

no not really it seems to be getting worse, dont know what to do, might give until tomorrow, then go back, got the surveyer out in the morning i want a new kitchen and bathroom, is that reason enough to not go to the drs tonight?? obviously if it gets to the stage i have to i will. kids want...

Its an up day but all I gave had is a cuppa soup and sausage roll, have drunk tons of water to get this kidney infection shifted. I saw a mum at the school who hadn't been round for coffee since July she looked amazing she has joined ww and lost 3 stone ,

That's good then , the little sods, I cant believe the nerve of some people.

That's so TRUE about nsv, my high waisted jeans I have on today I couldn t get on 2 weeks ago and unfortunately the scales haven't moved but my tape measure has, very weird but I like it. Have a fab day jo :)

Shhh yes I do :) weirdly they take away any appetite I have, not moaning.

Second that, enjoy x

yes it is good luckily its been caught before it went that far, mind you the painkillers I'm on at the moment are making me feel like I have had a shot!!! No probs mate, have a fab day x

Covent garden soups are low cal, a whole carton can do me for a day, Well done on the loss Have a good day x

How did they do that then??? (fraud)

The painkillers are working, weirdly I dont have the symptoms of a water infection just the pain in my kidney. Am just sat having a large water, I was going to move everything out of my room and clean as we have had 4 monster truck spiders in there in the last 2 days, they are ginormous!!! Poor...

Am ill, just going to be resting today, weirdly my sister was taken into hospital with the same thing last night.

Blimey thats a fab loss well done:D

Yes be fine, just wait and see what the scan shows on the 21st , going to have bath I think a nice hot one .

Ooh forgot to add the turkey slice thats another 20 calories lol

More antibiotics, and muscle relaxants, seems I have another kidney infection and my liver enzymes are high whatever that means, so off my usual meds for. A while and on these, I often wondered how many calories a day I'm taking with all of these meds, bloody lupus wish it would give me a break...

Wish me luck.ladies am off now, am bit scared.

Haha, it would be nice :)

Thanks, all this walking back and forth to there is good exercise :)

It does on both levels doesn't it faith, Am hungry so just grabbed a slice of turkey, the first thing I have eaten today, back to Drs again in min, seems my kidney function is up the shute again , think they going to shoot me lol

Yes sorry I meant the tablets,

just wondered if anyone else was having to take steroids whist trying to lose weight?, and how they are finding it? as the weight gain is immense from them .

Me too!!!

And now its raining,:( said it would start when I have to go.out!!!

There are some absolutely amazing ones aren't there, way out of my league. Lol yes wow,are these people real!!!!

Yes I do, they go quite well on there, be careful selling your packs on there I got scammed selling the ones I didn't like, the person said I hadn't posted them it would have made sense for her to not do it the same day as she paid but I had posted that afternoon, eBay refunded the money and I...

I've been told he's working but it must be the oddest hours as o see him all of the time ??? I have the usual bloods at 11 , then just get on with some more dolls I think, I have just put another set up for sale so hopefully they go today. oh no dont want rain its bright and sunny at the...

she phoned friday needing cash, i knew she wouldnt have any so gave her half of what she asked for and 2 bags of food shopping, i begrudge doing it as i know he's getting half but i cant see her going without, she is starting a new apprenticeship in a tattoo parlour so at least she will be...

its the tubes that scare me, espescially when hes alone on them it does make you worry though doesnt it when you see unprovoked violence on the tv. i will see how i feel tomorrow as i know i'm being irrational tonight, i'm sure i could write my own dieting book buit could i follow it??? no...

it is isnt it , thinking i might go to bed, cant be bothered to watch telly, i have stuffed myself silly with bad foods now i feel sick, thats what i get for being a greedy monster, i felt so fat at last nights wedding i have even though about doing a vlcd for a fortnight just to give me a...

thanks faith yes its been great, just lazing around in the garden, got all of the washing done in record time in this heat, still havent had dinner yet just drunk loads of coffee today.

what a fab weekend, i am well up for this sunshine. last night was lovely, my friend whose wedding it was , well it was a renewal of vow's, wow she looked totally amazing, she is fighting cancer at the moment but she was absolutley radiant, its so lovely to see two people so in love they are...

Yes thankyou stef, I wasn't well at all last night very strange it was like full on flu, I couldn't move and was shivery, and then woke up this morning fine? Very strange. We have had the best day at Henley show, took a lush picnic and laid listening to the fab band, wow they were good. Daughter...

I like kick it reminds me of those pink chewy wham bars, red bull is vile isn't it, yes she is weeny just bone, under 7 stone, its odd as she loves to feed people . No didn't in the end my legs started to play up i have just had a hot bath have taken my meds, and am.really hoping i can get...

Its the Tesco version of red bull, I went to visit a friend its all she has all day long every single day then an evening meal, mind you she's a size 6, I have known her 6 years and she swears by it, it frightens me what she must be doing to her insides, it cant be good. Lol the chicken and...

Sister in law has arrived for tea so better do.my foods , today I have had, oh dear am frightened: Muesli Can of kick Ham sandwhich Iced gems 4 ginger nuts Toffee crisp, ew didn't like it! Chicken and noodle soup.

Just checked my measurements, no Change still 41, 36 , 41 not impressed!!!

Well for me its only the vanilla I love, i shall get some in but can I be trusted I love them hehe.

They are lush I love the premade vanilla one.

No I'm going at end of day I will have their full attention then. Am just going to look for a night away somewhere as kts going to be so gorgeous this weekend, we have a wedding reception tomorrow night so will have to be back by about 5pm to get ready tomorrow. Hubby is working Sunday at earls...

Wow still cooking on gas, I'm well jealous I absolutely love the killers. Have a lovely day.

welcome, quitting the ciggies and dieting, respect is due, mind you this isnt like dieting.

am not going to do a double down day, so tomorrow will be an ud, hooray!!! i have just been reading and like that its not recommended, as i would have struggled, i will just go through til monday then do my dd then, that way i am all back in =to the swing of things.

so today i have had: small banana s&s caramel shake 5 slices of bernard mathews turkey apple small banana salad, chopped mussels, total calories 525 quite a good day.

blimey that is fab!!! well done you, just wish my numbers had been better whilst i had been away, glad to see you back x

aw thasnks greeneyes, yes i love doinjg them, not tempted to keep 1 though , against my 12 yr olds wishes .

this is my 1st of the 2 fizzy, so far so good, i have had a banana, and will just fill up with fluids til teatime which is salad and mussels, evenings are my worst time, during the day when i can keep myself busy i find it easy especially when i am alone.

how do you do that then? i could divulge so much more on there hehe

pics are on fizzy, i have put a pic of the head on that i am just about to start doing the hair and eyelashes on as she/he is painted, and some of the ones that i have sold already, alot of my friends plus hubby think they are weird but i enjoy making them, i would love to know who buys them.

will do pics of both, i will put some of my dolls in my album fizzy ,and the dress on sat when i am a bit glammed up stef x

hi , hope all is going well, missing your fab pics x

hey emily have a fab day,

on a dd today, they are a bit mixed up at the moment so am going to do a dd tomorrow too , that way i will be back to where i am back to mwf down and ttss up, i tried on the dress i am wearing to a wedding on sat its looking good but can still see a bit of my stomach thats been there since...

nicely put pauline, i am just plain nosey, have a fab day jo x

oh goodie, i have a few left to go then.

excellent idea i love v8, will have to trek and get some of that for my fridge. have a fab day pauline x

im not too sure what channel? i know its on a monday night but it must be nearing the end now, the last one i saw was when the box had been taken from under the rug. thats not good i am always tired and nod off pretty quickly its just i wake up in the night and thats it boom wide awake, it...

oh i absolutley love watching revenge even my hubby loves it, bonus. i dont want it to end. i wonder what it is that makes a dd nights sleep so bad as i seem to suffer too, by 1.30 i am bing wide awake til about 4.30, its doing my head in. well done on the loss so far fizzy, have a fab day x

Are you stef, to be honest stef I do miss the big losses on here but I'm nnno rush so am happy sticking on here, if I need to get a stone off quick I know I can do s&s for a fortnight but keeping it off for me is impossible, this is just so.much more sustainable, My friend who started we in Feb...

He has loved it but I'm not sure about him adding mate after every word he says, a new thing he's picked up, We've just got back from swimming how lucky are we with this lush weather.

I make the reborns Emily I have been doing it for a few months as I got made redundant in Feb, its just a hobby which I have the bonus of getting paid for, I sell.mostly on eBay.

A lovely morning to you stef :) Just waiting for 2 of my ld school friends to turn up, meantime scoffing midget gems mmm

Yes am nearing the end thank goodness, hubbys scoffing chocolate right next to me. Shoe shopping for kids is a nightmare, that was a right bargain you got there though, where was that from? And yes its definitely a boy/man thing its so not fair is it. Hope you've had a fab day and hope little...

Haha :D, Had a good day son went back to school so thought I would get back to earning some money and started some dolls, painting is so therapeutic. Today I have had: Oat so simple cinnamon 5 dried apricots Whole carton Covent garden soup. Total 501 calories.

just a bit, probably what i do look like in them shorts lol.

so today i have had: 2 poached eggs on granary toast 2 nectarines pom bears crisps spaghetti bloagnaise cappacino 2 scoops ice cream total calories 1553, should be more but cant do it today.

wise words from a lovely lady, thanks stef x

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All I'm. Going to say is I have been a right piglet!!! Good luck shoe shopping I got my 2 theirs whilst we were away luckily there is a Clarks outlet there, saves a few pounds as they are quite expensive aren't they, son has gone up a whole shoe size in 2 months so we had to replace trainers...

Scraps, cor the good old days when I would eat them guilt free, Great diary jelly, :)

Thanks stef, am bit upset, blinking familys, I'm sure I have had enough now, why do.people have to be so.mean???

That's Brill Emily, well done x

Oh yes the dds will sort that, I'm counting on them myself.

Am home , have gained the 2lbs I.lost last week to be honest both myself and hubby were thinking it would be more like 7 so its a bonus after what I have hoofed away this last 5 days, so back onto a dd tomorrow, I have just had the horrid news son goes back to school tomorrow and not weds, am...

Nice one thats brilliant!!! :D

Hell yes!!! Romance of the century, am bit jealous.

I was mine but it has turned into a mega up day, will have to have my dd tomorrow now.

Just a quickie, we were at a theme park earlier and kev said oh look there's curious George, I'm like have you been on my diet site, he was puzzled so I just said how do you know who this George is??? He said everyone knows who he is he lives with the man in yellow, now this is just too weird...

76 calories in a refreshers chew, are you having a freaking giraffe!!!

Aw poor little man, bless him, yes it can wait. Haha I thought that would tickle you I have a few I will put on here eventually, cant even go there on the food front, I'm not even joking if I lived with our hosts I would be on a program like the 100 stone woman laid like a blamonche on a bed...

am off to burnham on sea til saturday, hopefully i can get on here later to do my updates on food. i must try to be good.

yes i get that too hanna, they just bung naseptin at me all of the time for it, yes i will definitely be going for the scan i just want an answer , probably nothing there just a fat lump lol and as for blood tests stef, you soon get used to them its as routine now as going for a wee, but...

no i didnt in the end stef, i always leave it to the last minute. its not like a full on infection just a twinge i'm hoping the sachets i have will keep it at bay as i have to go for my bloods on monday, if it is one then i wont have any choice but to go. i'm such a wuss i hate the drs . if...

i am now in the know, utube is great, maybe should have done it alone as son now wants to watch all of them, bad bad move...

have just had the best read, what a fab diary pauline, x

i am actually cracking up about the robot lol, son thinks i am insane now giggling to the laptop. hope the mouse situation gets sorted what a nightmare. we have had a movie day too, so far willy wonka now aliens in the attic whilst we both hog soleros (mini ones) , and sounds like you will get...

i get them all of the time they absolutley are the freaking pits!!! i'm sure its the mtx . i might give my drs a call they might write me a prescription out if i'm lucky, and weirdly today i have had my letter to go and have a scan on my abdomen as i keep getting these infections, my dr...

me too hanna, i absolutley love the hot wings and thighs. am all packed for the weekend, now just wait for hubby to arrive home, today seems like its going to drag. daughter has just gone into meltdown i showed her all of the new uniform i had got for her as the school has changed it, she is...

did manage to get to sleep eventually, i never have trouble its a joke in our house i can go to sleep in seconds, managed to sleep til 9.15 as son laid in this morning which is a bonus. i have been in a quandry all morning do i have an up or down day, it should be officially a dd but as we are...

I like your thinking faith x god I cant sleep , wide awake...

oh dear the chicken salad didnt happen, hubby came home with kfc AGAIN!!! so i didnt have chicken salad i had 2 chicken thighs and a corn on the cob, and now have gone over my 2000 calories, its 2171 today, not broken the bank really.

:) :) :)

just going to do my food for the day as daughter is ahving a sleepover later and i may not get on here, so far i have had a glorious up day, tidied up then daughter and i sat and watched cocoon together, i was supposed to be painting but that can be done on monday. so today i have had...

housework is calling , i have been dossing on here all morning, better get to it.

i think i should too, i always have flip flops on in the summer but in the evening when i have been lounging one always disappears , then my brainwave of putting the rubbish out before bed hits me, note to self , wear the shoes!!! slugs eugh why? what good do they actually do but lay there...

good luck with ebay it should be sorted, x

blimey the wet, hope it clears for the weekend. its that bad its all damp under the decking in the garden i have a nice rug of slugs on it at night, not good if i go to put the rubbish out without shoes, ew and i have forgotten a few times....

swimmings off, its teeming down out there, i know i would be in the water but dont fancy it in the rain lol, and had to put my winter duvet on last night i was freezing, was it me or is it getting stupidly cold?

oh dear let ebay know,i think, but not 100% they can refund the money back automatically if you went through paypal . i havent seen that dexter but alot of my friends on fb are talking about it too , might have to have a peek at that, i absolutley love any crime series or books its all i read.

will have to have a look at that then, my neighbour had a lovely holiday in turkey too but cant remember where it was now . i have had the best lazy morning, laid in til 8.45 lush!!! came down and did my shopping compare list i have been begging and begging hubby to let us do 1 shop in lidls...

well done emily, and coming from vlcd too, thats brill. that programme is about a guy who has a week to save someone from being murdered, he doesnt know them just gets given their info from a guy who has a machine that moniters terrorist activity and magically it also come out with others who...

I hate them going back, if I had the noddle to do home schooling I would lol. Omg did you that is amazing!!! I find that everyone has an opinion when it cones to slimming, but its how you feel good or bad inside that counts. Gotta go hubby waiting to watch person of interest, (im still not...

Oh its just frightening I dont know how people cope after a tragedy like that. I dont know stef , we have been to marmaris but dont want to go back there. I have had my best dd yet today I have had: 3x coffee Tuna salad with vinegar Flavoured water Total calories 263

That's what I spent this afternoon doing, online buying my daughters uniform, her school has just changed uniform which means brand new everything, I have spent a fortune, I got sons a fee weeks ago, just got one more sweatshirt for her to get then done. Daughter got the train home at 1pm today...

ooh irregular choice my mecca!!!! love them soooo much, i managed to snaffle myself a pair this weekend brand new from the sue ryder in the cotswolds for A FIVER blinking marvelous. what a fab loss well done x

aw sounds lovely, enjoy having the little man to stay, my grandson has just gone home with my daughter, the house is silent now, i never realized how quiet my 6 yr old actually is he is always painting drawing or reading. i didnt know 2 down days together were not a great thing to do, glad i...

nice one sonia. have a safe journey x

wow check you out with your loss well done!!! also great to see you have some progress and help from the drs, i do hope it makes things easier for you.

oh no this weekend we are just going to burnham in somerset i think it is, where that poor little lad went into the sea, breaks my heart to even think about it, we havent even booked that holiday yet , its a bit of a pain as we want to go sat to sat but most flights go on a friday which means we...

good luck for the morning emily, sounds like a guaranteed loss to come, i'm hoping to have a bit of a long snooze in the morning now grandson has gone, well til at least 9ish x

hey everyone, yes am back on though i had better the scales were not forgiving blimey 4lbs up from last week, i was guessing it would be at least 7 so i dont feel too bad, am having my dd today or i would have just got into a bit of a tizz thinking i would gain even more . my daughter got the...

Well done what a great week for you again, I hope jo is right as I gave been overboard this weekend.

Wells done on the nsv :)

Am back, I have had the best weekend away, my gosh if anyone gets the chance visit bourton on water in the cotswolds it is amazingly beautiful, I want to live there. Well I have been naughty we ate out sat and Sunday also drank flaggons of Pimm's and today should have been a down day but... I...

I went over today by 200 calories but not going to sweat it. Good you are doing so well. got scammed once on eBay but only one time out of over 230 + sales there are some seriously scroungy people out there it was for only £16 i was furious, but the laws of ebay are more for the buyer than the...

Thanks Pauline, I shan't seeing as we are going away I want to just enjoy it, will have a dd on Monday and a fresh week.

Massive balls up!!! :( Today I have had: Square cadburys chocolate Cup of soup 2 x chicken thighs KFC, hangs head in shame.... Total calories. 609 will I be ok if I just cut tomorrows calls by 200???

Hi, just subscribing, I am slowly working my way through your diary (page 16 atm) very inspiring, Belated hugs to you , and will catch up with the here and now soon x

Aw nice one, we been sat in all day, didn't go swimming in the end it just looks to grotty out there. Daughter didn't go hone in the end she has decided to stay the weekend, shame we won't be here but the rabbit will get fed, maybe I could talk her into staying another week ;). Tummys rumbling!!!

Yes I dont blame you stef, we are going to go away next Friday too til the Monday with the kids, son wants to go to that activity hotel thats in Devon we haven't decided yet what to do, if I got to choose 3 nights in Spain would do it, looks like I gave to wait until October til we go abroad we...

Definitely, I always put sons next jeans on there he's 6 I put them on at 99 p they always go for about a fiver, and I have sold tons of dresses from dotty p for about a fiver I put one from phase eight on at £10 and it went for £47 I was gobsmacked, it always surprises me what people buy, my...

Daughter has just bought me my favourite cadburys whole nut, damn!!! I have never been the kind of gal to eat one square and put the rest in the fridge but thats what I have done, now I wish I hadn't and saved the lot until tomorrow , oh well it will go down a treat on our drive tomorrow minus...

Yes thats a pain isn't it, I always have stuff on there, the way the kids grow each season it all gets snapped up pretty fast, I buy and sell most of my stuff on there too , for labelled dresses its the best way buy cheap then resell , I swear by it now, im not going to get rich from it but it...

That's not fair, how long til that changes then? I would wait as selling separately is worth more than bundles x